Take a moment. Breathe. I don’t have anything for you to ponder, sometimes you just gotta take a break. There’s a lot you have to get done, but it isn’t the end of the world. You’ll be okay. You can do it, and you can do it in time. Call your mom, or a good friend, just to check up.
There’s a large part of me that doesn’t like asking for help. For some reason, saying “I can’t do this alone” has been something that a lot of us have been conditioned to do, and that’s soul-wrenching when you think about it. We’re social creatures, humans. We’re literally built to need help from other people, and there isn’t anything wrong with that.
One of the worst feelings is definitely being in a bad place mentally and having to start from what feels like nothing to gaining routines and structure again. Trying to go from being practically unable to get out of bed to sticking to a schedule or any plan is a long, strenuous, uphill battle that the rest of the world does not wait for you to fight.
Sometimes it can be hard to let things go. Whether it’s people, relationships, plans, or anything else, letting something go can be one of the most difficult things we as humans do.
I'm a 17 year old from Maryland, USA, but i've been around. I'm going to Howard soon to earn a degree in music composition, and plan on being a video game composer. I believe everyone is capable of good, and that the truth is the most important thing we have.
There's not enough time to do all I plan to do, and not enough of me to be all I plan to be.